UPDATE

Right now i'm sitting her kind of feeling emotionless.. well not emotionless but more like i cant find a word to describe the feeling that i am feeling right now. so i have been having the roughest two weeks ever and it seems like when something good happens.. something bad accompanies it.. but the bad is bombarding the good. Yesterday I had said I had to be careful what I say on my blogs because I have crazy people reading my blogs.. but F that.. i'm going to be completely 100 percent honest and come out and say how I am really feeling.

Last Tuesday we had court for my nice Kaniya. My brother was found to be the father ((yay)) they continued it another month, because now my brother needs a lawyer.. but we got visitation rights so hopefully I will be able to meet her finally!! That's better than nothing ya know..

Last Tuesday was also ((INSERT NAME HERE)) birthday. I honestly got played tho. See he has been asking me to come over and spend the night since Sunday. I spent the night every night.. but then turned around and still went to LA with his x.. ((which he is at right now)). You know since he wasn't my boyfriend I wasn't mad that he was going because I have no right to say anything. But i was mad that he played me.. Being hella nice to me to make it okay.. and also the way he makes me look to everyone else.. like a dumb Bitch.. so basically I blocked him on twitter and blocked his number from calling me.. I'm done.. too much unnecessary stress.. too many things going on in my life right now that I do not have time to be stressing over no man who I am not even committed to.

School. Good news and bad news. So I need to petition to graduate for Spring 2011 but Sac State once again has thrown a curve ball at me. One, this semester they only allow you to add 14 units when i need to take 18 to 19. Second, because they did that I was only allowed to sign up for four classes and now i'm going to try to add two more.. ugh this is just so stupid.. but yeah at least i'm graduating soon. I talked to Michael and he's gonna ask my old momma - in - law if she can do a recommendation paper for me to apply to credential school. I would really appreciate that. So school wise things are going alright...

Now the subject where most of the time i hold my tongue. SLiCK.. not much to say besides i hope that everything works out for the better.