so i had a talk with someone and they said something that made so much sense to me.. they said.. That everyone wants to be in LOVE, LOVE someone, be LOVED... but never really knows what LOVE is. See, LOVE is intangible. It is an abstract word. It makes you do things you would never think of doing.
LOVE changes everything in a relationship. LOVE changes the way you think. LOVE changes the way you act. LOVE changes the way you view the world. Someone in LOVE can be so blind to the fact that the person you LOVE is the one who causes you the most PAIN. I am something like a hopeless romantic. I LOVE to be in LOVE. I LOVE the feeling that LOVE brings. Sometimes LOVE blinds me and I make the wrong decisions... but i learned every time i fight LOVE it bites me in the ass.. honestly, i need a break from LOVE.. i need to have a LOVE relationship with myself.. iM too busy trying to please Michael then trying to please Randy.. that i haven't even been pleasing myself.. Neither one of them deserve me. Neither one of them is man enough to handle me.. so basically i decided its time to LOVE myself.. and let the ones bringing me down go..
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