Not Happy...

... So i will write write write til i figure out what the hell is wrong with me.. I feel like i've been giving giving giving to everyone and everyone is taking taking taking.. but i'm not receiving nothing back in return. Every experience you have, you learn something.. You learn more about the world, and you learn more about yourself.. what I have learned about myself the last few days is that I am hurting more than I'm willing to admit.. so now I will admit.. I am hurting inside.. Strong-willed Wonder Woman is hurting inside. I feel like I deserve so much but I'm not receiving it.. I been through too much the last 3 years, feeling free of black eyes and being locked up in a room, i realized the dating game is kinda scary.. i never dated as an adult & the first encounter i'm plagued.. from my parents bs.. 2 no hours at work, i am F'n tired of this ish & need a change.. so lets do some changing Jay Jay