the perfect one 4 me

What i really want.. What I hope I will stumble across one day.. is someone who is spontaneous.. someone who will take me on out of the ordinary dates.. not the average dinner and a movie type of thing.. but a real date.. like a carriage ride, or a picnic.. i want someone that will actually open up and express how they feel about me as well as show me.. i know they say actions speak louder than words but sometimes the words sound nice too.. its always that a male will tell me something that i like to hear when i'm mad or angry at them.. how come they can not do the type of things like tell me i'm beautiful on the daily.. the little things are what make me smile. buy me a nice diamond.. and that diamond will make me happy for about a week.. then i'm going to want something new to excite me.. but do little things.. like going on walks.. surprising me with flowers.. cooking me dinner.. little non materialistic things.. make my heart skip a beat.. i don't know if it's Sacramento or it's the type of guys i choose to date. I learned that you can never change anyone into the man you want him to be.. they have to be willing to change themselves.. i'm so tired of disappointments so tired of nigs that don't meet my standards.. so i've decided to take a break and work on myself.. i will be back shortly and better than ever.