yesterday i felt my heart jump out of my chest with her bandana on a stick and wave a silent goodbye as she splashed into the asphalt and crumbled to pieces. yesterday, I lost the only person in this world that meant the world to me. yesterday, I found my closure. As much negativity Michael has brought to my life, I still cared about him. I still loved him. Since he came home in March we've been going back and forth. One moment i'm the only one in this world he want to be around.. but I do not wanna be around him.. The next moment.. he's the only person in this world I want to be around.. and he doesn't want to be around me.. I LOVE him though.. I think I always will. But I realize that this relationship is unhealthy and to keep on pushing it would be like jumping off of a cliff. So i put my pen down and stop writing.. I stop trying to find a happy ending for a story that was never a fairytale.. I drop a few tears.. and exhale.. i'm going to be alright.
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I just want to give you a hug right now! It takes a very brave and strong woman to do as you have done, Jasmine.
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