One: Cognitive development mid-term.. no matter of fact.. mid-terms in general ugh.. last night i didnt wanna study but my honey made me.. he was not fuckin wid it but i'm glad because I'm pretty confident that i know all of the concepts... my only problem is that it's a mid-term, its worth a whole lot of points and I'm just nervous about it.. and it is really hurting my brain studying for this thing.. On monday i have two more mid-terms & a presentation that i need to study for ASAP!! ugh..
Two: Michael. UGH this has been bothering me for hella days only because i dont know what type of hype he gonna come home.. hopefully he will get the message and leave me alone but of course i gotta plan for the worse.. I gotta be ahead of the game.. Just gotta make sure nothing bad happens..
Three: My Boo. Now there shouldnt be any problems with him seein as he's not my man but.. of course there is.. i'm no gonna go into too much details because i don't have time but basically to make a long story short.. there's some things that we need to discuss to get on the same page...
so about this whole little love situation.. Being with someone for 3 years who wasn't right for me put a real strain on my poor lil heart.. i'm mentally damaged and i'm not tryna get hurt by no one.. So i've been playing it safe.. The truth is... I don't really know what LOVE is.. Do you?! If you do let me know.. I used to think I knew what love is.. love makes you do crazy things.. Love makes you care.. But all i can tell you is what love makes you do & what I would do for love but I still don't know if i know what love is. So as of right now.. i'm going to put love in the back of my mind and worry about school and working.. that's it.. Do i love him?! maybe. maybe not.. i'm still tryna figure that out myself.. well enough rambling and back to studying.. adios
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