this is so confusing for real
i thought it was you but its me
see i have no problem keepin it real with you
but keepin it real with myself..
i do..
i keep fighting the feelings i'm having for you
keep tellin myself no this feelin aint true
but every hug
every touch
every kiss of the lips
every morning
every night
every minute spent with you
i think i might love you
just some thoughts.. i been hella playing games you might say.. i told myself.. when i left Michael that i would never deal with another crazy x girlfriend.. because if i was gonna deal with it i might as well talk to a nigga with a kid and a crazy ass baby mom.. although she isn't confrontational like mike's x.. its too much he say she say for me... i mean i'm doin me.. but she's doin me better.. and it doesn't matter... i don't wanna hear about my love life from everybody and dey moms.. it hella irritates mee.. almost made me slip up and make the wrong decision but i hella just decided that i need to stop fighting with my happiness.. when i'm with him.. a smile stays bright.. but when its drama my whole shit be fucked..
1 comment:
girrrrrrrrrrrrrrl....keepin it real with yourself is the best thing goin, but if even that gets hard just write and and write and think, in that order! cause self awareness is key...especially in a relationship! it has to be you who has that power to make a footstep! men can stay in a bad situation for a lifetime, believe me, but it has to be you who goes on and does the right thing #yerdme ! lol naw, bt you prolly just need to realize how much time of your life you are wastin away! it comes as a shock to most people but not to me, you could be that fool that ends up stayin a lifetime in that same bad situation....girl, my advice is to be happy, insert yourself around loving people and thae mess will flourish! I want you to be happy! it's up to you how you get there though!
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