i d0nt want 2 b disapp0inted..

t0day is my last final and michael t0ld me he was g0ing t0 be there... yesterday he had 2 d0 s0mething with his dad and i kn0w h0w his dad is... theyll be g0ne f0rever.. s0 he texted me ar0und 7 or 8ish and asked what time my final was at and i said 10 but im leavin at 9. s0 he said 0kay and i asked if he was c0ming and he never texted back.. s0 this m0rning when i g0t up i called him & it was either dead or 0ff.. n0w i d0nt want 2 w0rry myself t0o much but if he d0esnt c0me ill be s0 disapp0inted in him.. unless s0me0ne is dead 0r in the h0spital.. n0ne 0f his excuses will w0rk.. because i t0ld him ab0ut this like a m0nth ag0 and i kept 0n reminding him.. & hes my supp0rt.. but yeah.. maybe i need 2 st0p trippin.. maybe everything will be 0kay.. but what if it d0esnt.. what d0 i d0? this is s0mething that we cant plan t0 see an0ther day.. i dont know but im stressin myself 0ut s0 im gonna end this n0te.