Roller Coasters

Emotional roller coasters are stressful and draining. Being on one for 3 long years i was happily to safely make it back to the landing and walk away. My life is not an amusement park and never will be. in 13 days i will be face to face with my x-best friend and worst nightmare. in 13 days the operator of this long ass roller coaster ride i have been on will be released from prison. Am i afraid?! a little. but i will make sure i stand strong to him. I never really like talking about our relationship because it makes me sick to my stomach... i endured emotional and physical abuse for too long and i'm just glad i got out. I am very forgiving and i can forgive him for some of the things he has done to me but there are many things i can not and don't think i can ever forgive him for.. like that fact i can't hear out of my left ear... when he comes home i want to sit down and get everything off my chest.. i'm ready to move on.. This chapter was left unfinished and before i can move on.. i have to finish it..