LET ME B ME

&& THiS C0MES FR0M THE B0TT0M 0F MY HEART..
I FEEL LIKE I CANT REALLY BE ME CUZ WHAT EVERY0NE HAS 2 SAY [[FRENS, FAMILY]]
H0W C0ME I CANT JUST BE WH0 I WANNA BE?!?!
IF Y0U D0NT LIKE IT.. THEN D0NT C0ME AR0UND ME..
D0NT DEAL WITH ME..
I DIDNT TALK 2 MICHAEL FOR 3 M0NTHS BECAUSE IM T00 W0RRIED AB0UT WHAT EVERY0NE ELSE HAS 2 SAY WHEN I MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY AND I STILL L0VE HIM..
BUT Y AM I LISTENING TO ANY OF YOU WHEN.. NOT ONE FEMALE I KNOW RIGHT NOW RELATIONSHIP IS GOIN RIGHT.. EVERY0NE FR0M MY FRENS 2 MY PARENTS.. S0O IM HELLA TIRED 0F PUTTIN MY FEELINGS 2 THE SIDE F0R EVERY0NE ELSE..
YEAH WE MIGHT OF ARGUED A LOT && EVEN F0UGHT.. BUT HE WAS ALWAYS THERE WHEN N0NE 0F Y0U WERE.. && Y0UR ALL FAKE & PHONY IF Y0U ASK ME..
WHY W0ULD U N0T STILL L0VE ME & B THERE F0R ME BECAUSE U D0NT LIKE WH0 I TALK 2? THEN Y0U D0NT GIVE A FUCK AB0UT ME EITHER... MAYBE I NEED 2 SURR0UND MYSELF AR0UND DIFFERNT PE0PLE.. AS MUCH AS I HATE 2 LET MY FAMILY G0 I WILL.. N0T F0R HIM... BUT F0R MYSELF.. MAYBE I NEED 2 B 0UT 0N MY 0WN && SH0W Y0U I CAN STANT 0N MY 0WN 2 FEET WITH 0UT Y0U.. MAYBE THEN Y0U WILL REALIZE WH0 I REALLY AM..
BECAUSE I D0NT THINK ANY0NE KN0WS WH0 I REALLY AM.. I CARE 2 MUCH ABOUT WHAT 0THERS G0TTA SAY AND I TRY 2 MAKE EVERY0NE HAPPY && THATS N0T MAKIN ME HAPPY.. HES IN A 4X4 BECAUSE I LISTENED 2 Y0U.. && ITS N0T FAIR.. N0W IM N0T TALKIN 2 JUST 0NE PERS0N IN GENERAL BUT DAMN..I BEEN SITTIN HERE F0R THE LAST FEW DAYS JUST THINKIN.. I NEED 2 B 0N MY 0WN.. AWAY FR0M EVERY0NE ELSE AND THEIR PROBLEMS.. AND MAYBE ILL FEEL BETTER ABOUT MYSELF.. BASICALLY I NEED 2 THINK ABOUT ME ND NOT EVERYONE ELSE..
S0 BASICALLY IM LETTING ALL 0F Y0U KN0W.. CHERISH THE TIME Y0U HAVE WITH ME BEF0RE I D0 IT M0VIN 0N ALL 0F Y0U!!