What am i going to do today?

Im so trying to to go crazy.. trying to work on some of these essays... I absolutely miss my baby and i'm going crazy!! ahhhhhhhhhh... well.. i'm thinking about going to buy a bathing suit and hitting the gym. it will help me relieve some stress... I remember going to swim laps and my baby sitting there watching me.. uhhhhhhhhh... what am i going to do with my life... my goal is to get two essays done today and one done tomorrow... then i will start studying for my final in Geol 8. So basically i will find something to do today.. gosh life sucks right about now..