Dear Michael

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?? I just don't know what to do anymore.  I feel like someone has come and ripped my heart into a thousand pieces.. When will I see you again? Why are we going through this again?  Why?  Don't you care?  I feel like my heart is broken and your the only one who can fix it.  How do you sleep at night knowing that you let me down.  You kissed my lips and you Promised me that you wouldn't do anything to land you back downtown.  You called me.  You said, "Momma, I'm coming home" I was happy excited.  3:30AM. No call, no text.. I woke up, something was wrong.  typed in your x-ref.. and there you are.. 651 I St.  Where you promised me you would never end up.  Like a fool I believed you.  Like a fool I though because you were really turning your life around that you wouldn't do something as foolish as drinking and driving.. What am I going to do without you? My head is pounding and the tears won't stop.  My life is incomplete without you.  I feel so heartless.. I feel so numb.  I feel so dead.  I don't feel alive.. I promised you I'd give you my all if you met me halfway... I just don't know what to do anymore Michael. My heart is sitting downtown my heart is not coming home today nor tomorrow..