0kay since i changed my status 2 single on FB.. i've been havin hella people hit my inbox up asking 51 million questions.. i know y0u all wanna know so instead of having to explain to all of you one by one imma write this blog and be done okay.. so here it goes..
f0r m0st 0f y0u wh0 d0nt kn0w.. Michael is in prison.. we have been together for 3 years and 18 months out of the relationship he has been in jail.. not consecutively but in 2007 he did 9 months and this time hell do 9 months.. add it together and that makes 18 months.. we have been through our ups and downs.. most of the ones that are close to me know details.. im not gonna knock the nigga because id be damned if he knocks me but.. basically.. we both know how to bring the worse out of each other and we do it well.. all of the time to be exact.. i just think that a lot of things that happened wouldnt have happened if we werent together.. since hes been gone i've been cool.. i've been around my sister and my cousin more and my god sister.. when he was home i would go months, damn near years without talkin to them at all.. i'm not lookin forward for him to come home and be on lock down.. i mean im not gonna lie and say that i dont love him.. because i do.. he's had my back through a lot but.. i dont love his ways and his mentality.. hes not mature enough... he has a criminal mind and i'm a college student.. how would you feel if you found out your son/daughters teacher was married to an inmate?! not a good look.. so basically he needs to grow up.. he needs to come out and show me that he really wants to change his life around that that he is not going t0 be on that same ol bullshit.. he just better hope by the time he gets his life together im not snatched up already..
being with him i realized that the bad boy look is sexy but not for me.. i like someone who got they own life and yes i wanna spend all my time with you.. but i got school and work and you got work school somethin to do then think about what im doin all day and if im being faithful or whatevs ya know.. im not sayin that he's a bad person im just sayin hes not the right person for me... we've been throught a lot.. a whole lot.. more than you can imagine.. but now its time to end this story and open up a new one.. or at least thise phase of my life is OVER.. so there you go..
am i looking for another man.. No.. i am not looking forward to finding no one else.. having to get to know them.. having to go through all of that again.. so as of right now im just going to enjoy the company that i have now and see where it goes from there.. thank you for everyone understanding..
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