S0 YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS TALKIN T0 My L0VE.. I ASKED HIM A QUESTI0N THAT I BEEN THINKING AB0UT F0R THE L0NGEST.. I ASKED HIM "WHY D0 Y0U WANT 2 B WITH ME?" F0R YALL WH0 KN0W US WELL.. Y0U KN0W 0UR RELATI0NSHIP HAS BEEN QUITE C0MPLICATING AND C0MPLEX.. I WANTED 2 KN0W.. IF 2 Y0UR PARENTS.. IF T0 Y0UR FRENS.. IF T0 Y0UR FAM.. IM N0T THE 0NE F0R Y0U.. WHY D0 Y0U THINK IM THE 0NE F0R Y0U?! SO WHEN I ASKED HIM THAT QUESTION HE QUICKLY ANSWERED LIKE MY QUESTION WAS SIMPLE, "BECAUSE Y0U HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE F0R ME THR0UGH EVERYTHING. BECAUSE I'D DIE BEF0RE ID BE WITH0UT Y0U. BECAUSE I SAW Y0U WHEN Y0U WERE AT Y0UR L0WEST STILL SMIILING... BECAUSE I SEEN YOU NEAR DEATH DO A COMPLETE 180 AND I WAS RIGHT THERE TO SEE IT ALL.. BECAUSE THERE ISNT ANY0NE ELSE 0UT THERE F0R ME BECAUSE I F0UND MY S0UL MATE IN 8TH GRADE.. IT JUST T00K S0ME YEARS T0 FIND Y0U.." THAT T0UCHED MY HEART.. Y0U KN0W.. 0N SATURDAY WE WILL BE T0GETHER F0R 3 YEARS AND I C0ULD TELL THAT THERE HAS BEEN GR0WTH IN 0UR RELATI0NSHIP.. I ASKED HIM AN0THER QUESTI0N: "DID Y0U EVER C0NSIDER ME AS 0NE 0F Y0UR BITCHES... U KN0W LIKE A SIDELINE H0E?" HIS RESPONSE: "N0 BECAUSE WHEN WE STARTED KICKIN IT AFTER ALL 0F TH0SE YEARS.. I C0NSIDERED Y0U MY FRIEND.. THEN IT JUST ENDED UP BEING A RELATIONSHIP".. PEOPLE ARE SO QUICK TO HAVE BABIES WITH SOMEONE OR SO QUICK TO GET MARRIED TO SOMEONE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW.. I'VE BEEN WITH HIM FOR 3 YEARS AND I STILL FEEL LIKE IM STILL LEARNING.. THE FIRST FEW YEARS HAVE BEEN BUMPY.. BECAUSE WE HAD TO LEARN HOW TO BE CONSIDERATE OF EACH OTHERS NEEDS.. HE SAYS IM HIS FIRST REAL RELATIONSHIP.. NOT THAT THE OTHER RELATIONSHIPS DIDNT MATTER.. BUT IM THE FIRST FEMALE THAT HE HAS LIVED WITH.. SHARED MONEY.. YOU KNOW THINGS MARRIED PEOPLE DO.. HES N0T THE FIRST PERS0N I HAVE LIVED WITH BUT I CAN SAY THAT THIS IS THE FIRST RELATIONSHIP WHERE I CAN TELL WERE B0TH CHANGING AND GR0WING T0GETHER... MY X BEF0RE HIM.. THAT WAS MY HIGH SCH00L L0VE.. IVE BEEN WITH MICHAEL SINCE I WAS 18.. IM AB0UT 2 B 22.. I JUST CANNOT WAIT UNTIL HE C0MES H0ME.. WHEN Y0UR APART FR0M S0ME0NE F0R S0 L0NG Y0U START T0 REALZIE ALL 0F THE THINGS THAT Y0U DIDNT APPRECIATE BEF0RE. F0R EXAMPLEL, MICHAEL MADE SURE THAT I HAD WHAT I NEEDED... I NEVER REALIZED 0R APPRECIATED THAT UNTIL N0W.. ALL I'M SAYIN IS IF Y0UR IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE.. MAKE SURE THAT THAT PERS0N IS G0ING T0 BE WILLING T0 W0RK WITH Y0U 0N Y0UR FLAWS.. BECAUSE EVERY0NE HAS FLAWS.. AND Y0UR G0ING T0 BE WILLING T0 W0RK WITH THEM 0N THEIRS.. TALK T0 Y0UR SIGNIFICANT 0THER.. KN0W THEIR DREAMS, G0ALS, ASPIRATI0NS IN LIFE.. BECAUSE THE FASTER Y0U GET T0 KN0W EACH 0THER AND DECIDE IF Y0UR WILLING T0 ACCEPT THEIR FLAWS.. THE EASIER THE RELATIONSHIP WILL BE.. N0 RELATIONSHIP IS EASY BUT AT LEAST Y0U WILL KN0W THAT Y0UR 0N THE SAME PAGE.. 0KAY AUDIENCE.. ITS TIME F0R ME T0 G0 T0 SCH00L..
ALWAYS,
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