Saturday, October 17, 2009

JUST S0ME TH0UGHTS

HMMMMM.. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE D0NT GET IT.. MY NAME IS JASMINE AND I GET WHAT I WANT.. IM VERY SP0ILED.. M0RE THAN Y0U WILL EVER KN0W.. AND Y0U ARE JUST A SIMPLE ASS PERS0N ALWAYS WANTIN 2 KN0W WHATS IN MY LIFE.. RIGHT N0W THERE ARE F0UR L0VELY LADIES 0UT THERE WH0 HAVE N0THING BETTER T0 D0 THAN L0G 0N T0 THEIR MYSPACE AND CHECK MY STATUS AND WHATS NEW IN MY LIFE.. WHY WHAT IS THE P0INT IF Y0U D0NT EVEN LIKE ME?! WHY ARE Y0U S0 0BSESSED WITH ME?! UGH.. F0R THAT REAS0N.. I WRITE THIS BL0G F0R Y0U.. F0R Y0U T0 HAVE S0METHING T0 TALK AB0UT.. EVERYONE WILL BE TALKING ONCE I FINISH THIS ONE.. EVEN YOUR MOMMA.. LOL

LETS SET SOME THINGS STRAIGHT.. EVERYONE HAS TO LEARN FOR THEMSELVES.. && IF IM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION BY DECIDING TO STILL TALK 2 MICHAEL AND HES MAKING THE WRONG DECISION BY DECIDING TO STILL TALK 2 ME.. I THINK FRIENDS AND FAMILIES SHOULD JUST LET US FIND OUT FOR OURSELVES... HONESTLY YOU DONT HAVE TO ACCEPT IT.. BUT YOU WILL HAVE 2 RESPECT IT.. BECAUSE WE G0TTA MAKE THE DECISI0NS F0R US.. N0T ANY0NE ELSE.. EVERY0NE WH0 TH0UGHT HE WAS G0NNA GET RID 0F ME.. HE AINT.. S0O S0RRY.. Y0U CAN BE MAD AND Y0U CAN V0ICE Y0UR 0PINI0N.. BUT ULTIMATELY THE DECISI0N WAS HIS.. I HAD PARENTS.. SIBLINGS.. HELLA PEOPLE TELL ME 2 LEAVE HIM AL0NE.. AND I ULTIMATELY DID.. I LEFT HIM ALONE F0R 3 M0NTHS.. BEING THE HARDEST 3 M0NTHS 0F MY LIFE.. 0N THE 0UTSIDE I SEEMED HAPPY.. ALWAYS G0IN 2 THE BAY CHILLEN ALWAYS 0UT.. BUT INSIDE I WAS MISERABLE.. EVERY0NE I WAS AR0UND IRRITATED ME AND I BECAME DISGUSTED WID THE ACT I PUT 0N.. WHEN I CAME BACK ND WENT 2 VISIT HIM.. B0Y.. IF Y0U C0ULD HAVE SEEN HIS FACE.. I NEVER SEEN THE SUN SHINE S0O BRIGHTER.. I WAS HAPPY 2 SEE HIM AND HE WAS BEY0ND HAPPY 2 SEE ME. WE TALKED AB0UT EVERYTHING.. FR0M HIS CASE.. TO 0UR RELATIONSHIP.. 2 WHAT 0THERS THINK.. AND HE SAID THAT HE DIDNT CARE WHAT ANY0NE ELSE TH0UGHT.. HE WASNT MAD.. HE JUST WANTED HIS WIFE BY HIS SIDE.. AT FIRST I TH0UGHT AB0UT EVERY0NE ELSE.. H0W W0ULD THEY FEEL.. THEY W0ULD BE MAD AT B0TH 0F US.. BUT THEN I TH0UGHT.. MAKING EVERY0NE ELSE HAPPY IS MAKING THE B0TH 0F US ABS0LUTELY MISERABLE.. S0O I DECIDED THAT IMMA RIDE F0R MY MAN.. I D0NT KN0W H0W Y0U GUYS FEEL AB0UT THE WH0LE SITUATI0N.. BUT ID RATHER IF Y0U KEPT Y0UR NEGATIVE C0MMENTS T0 Y0URSELF.. AND IF Y0UR G0NNA BE SUPP0RTIVE 0F 0UR DECISI0N THAN BE THERE.... THERE IS S0O MUCH M0RE T0 0UR RELATIONSHIP THAT N0 0NE KN0WS AB0UT.. S0O MUCH M0RE.. AND IDK I JUST TH0UGHT I HAD 2 SAY THAT.. MAKES ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER...

IM S0RRY TO ANY0NE WH0SE FEELINGS HAVE G0TTEN HURT.. BECAUSE 0F ME 0R MICHAEL.. BUT IN THE END.. ITS WHAT WE WANT N0T WHAT Y0U WANT..

ALRIGHT.. TIME 2 END THIS BL0G G00DNITE =D

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