Jasmine

She walks with her head held high, confidence, and style
She doesn't know exactly where she's going
But her future sits so clear
She knows with hard work, success is near

One thing she loves to do is write.
and this she does well
because these words that you are reading
are the story of Jasmine that I shall tell.

She has a fierce appearance
sometimes her facial expressions kill
She can look beautiful on her worse days
Amazing when she steps out
but looks is not what she's all about

Inside she's fighting an internal struggle
trying to undo the pain and agony that trauma has caused
her outside appearance never shows her pain
But she stays optimistic, "the sun always shines after the rain"

She loves and enjoys the little things in life
like art, music, and the sound of a little child's laughter
She loves the feeling of life
Life's little treasures is what she is after

She's far from perfect
but it she never let it stop her
because when ever she notes a flaw
working to fix that flaw is her only cure

But that's enough about Jasmine
I hoped you enjoyed the lines
&& learned lots about here
hidden in these rhymes

Top 5 Things I need On the Daily

1. God

2. Cell phone

3. Something sweet to eat 

4. Music 

5. Computer/pencil & paper to write.

Night Cap

I close my eyes and you are here


Knocking on my door inviting yourself in

My smile gestures you to sit by my side

I’ve been yearning to have you near



I push your dreads out of your face

I can see your eyes so beautiful, so deep

Like having you inside you right now

Would make me complete



I giggle from nervousness

But my body is excited

Because my intentions to night..

Oh boy, you will certainly be delighted



I grab your hand

You say hello how do you do

Shhhhhhhhhh

I place my fingers on your lips to silence you



I kiss your lips

mmm so sweet

Temperatures rising

I can feel the heat



My shirt meets the ground

Your hands and my breasts meet

My nipples stand erect

My panties fall to my feet



My naked skin

So soft in the palm of your hands

My hormones are raging

I tug on your pants



As soon as our skin meets

My body is on fire

Just the touch from your hands

Is taking me higher



I lay your body down

Tonight is your night

I’m in control baby

Get ready to take flight



I take you inside my mouth

You taste so yummy

Sucking soft and hard

I’m ready to feel it in my tummy



I suck until your start to throb

I kiss your lips again

Time to hop on your dick

And do my job



Having you inside of me

Is making me so weak

Loud moans fall from my mouth

As I cherish every inch inside



I bounce my ass a little

In my zone doing my thing

Grab your dick with pussy

Oh I think I’m going to cream



And I feel my orgasm rising

My moans become shrill

Thrust your dick deeper

Numbness is all I feel



Oh baby oh baby

Is all I can scream

I like how I can cover

Your dick in my white cream



Now you fuck me from behind

And watch my ass as I throw it back

Oh boy you blow my mind

As you beat it from the back



Your slow stroke me

My mind is at ease

My body is relaxed

If feel so free



The strokes become quick

I feel it in my stomach

I say daddy give it to me

You say baby take this dick



And now to drain the snake

I must do a trick

A tighten my pussy muscles

I wrap them around your dick



As your pants become closer

My temperature rises

I feel my legs shaking

Oh yes I’m full of surprises



Together we climax

The fairytales complete

I kiss your sweaty face, lay on your chest

And fall asleep to your heart beat

Untitled

He stays hidden in my dreams

Like an unsolved mystery


Playing with my mind

My focus is not on my normal grind


I'm lost, baffled, and so off beat

I don't know who he is && how this can be

I'm struggling trying to the way to his place

I feel like an alien from out of space

My lips are trembling and hands are shaking

My face is sweating and my heart is breaking

The man in my dream has disappeared

But I feel it in my heart that he's somewhere near

And when I find him I'll kiss his lips and look deep into his eyes

and find the love he's hidden with no surprise

Disaster

I feel like my love life, is a complete disaster.
Thought I had love figured out
&& she throws a curve ball at me
&& i'm sent back into a state of disequilibrium
Bitter
Angry
Confused
I succeed at everything
But love has never been one of them
So i analyze the situation
Maybe its the type of guys I am attracted to
controlling; manipulative;huge Egos
Maybe its that I fail to read red flags
Whatever it is, i'm tired of disastrous love
So I'll sit back && work on me
Until I happen to stumble upon...
The Right kind of Love.

Puzzled

There is a piece of the puzzle missing.

I cannot find it..

With that piece missing.. 

The puzzle will be incomplete..

I go searching for it.. 

Finding other puzzle pieces but not the one that fits..

I search four hours, days, months..

No piece that fits.. 

I found a piece that looked like it would fit..

And found myself disappointed when I found out that it did not fit..

Then someone told me where I could find the missing piece..

He told me to close my eyes and dream of the missing piece..

I closed my eyes tight and searched for the missing piece in my mind.. 

In my dream I found the missing piece.. 

And I was happy again..

The picture that the puzzle presented was elegant..

I felt complete..

The puzzle was complete.. 

But..

Then I woke up and realized it was only a dream..

That the someone who told me I could find the missing piece only sold me a dream..

So here I am..

On the search.. 

For the missing puzzle piece..

The piece.. 

That  will make my puzzle complete..

Without you

When days turn to nights and your not by my side, a cloudy mist of melancholy surfaces my soul and takes over. Tears start to form a puddle on my pillow chilling my cheek and forcing mucus to run from my nose.  The pain I cannot stand and I squeeze my eyes shut to stop the tears from coming out but they slip through the creases in my eyes and continue to fall.  My hearts cringing, yearning for you.  To have you touch me, to have you kiss me, to have you hold me.  To have you  wipe the tears from my eyes and make everything okay.  But your never coming back, you'll never kiss me again.  You'll never make it okay because you decided to walk away.  As the days pass, the tears stop coming and getting through the nights become easier.  I realize that there is more to life that makes me happy besides your kiss, your touch, your sweet embrace... I smile more and laugh all the time and you have become just chapter in the book of my life..

Relationships are sometimes hard to move on from but trust me.. it gets easier! :-)