I miss u

sooooo much! 2010 hurry hurry hurry!

CHRISTMAS/MY BDAY

T0DAY WAS AN ALRIGHT DAY.. FIRST AND F0REM0ST ID LIKE T0 SAY THANKS T0 EVERY0NE WH0 WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY CHRISTMAS.. I HAD A PRETTY RELAXED DAY.. STAYED IN BED HALF THE DAY.. BUT ITS 0KAY.. WHAT I REALLY WANTED F0R CHRISTMAS WAS T0 BE ABLE 2 VISIT 0R AT LEAST TALK TO MY H0NEY BUT SINCE THAT WAS N0T P0SSIBLE.. I DECIDED I JUST WANTED T0 HAVE A STRESS FREE DAY.. S0 I ENJ0YED MY DAY.. THEN AT NIGHT MY C0USIN MARISSA T00K ME 0UT T0 SEE THE BLIND SIDE.. ME, MY SISTER STEPHANIE, AND HER WENT.. I LIKED THE M0VIE.. IT WAS PRETTY G0OOD.. OVERALL I JUST HAD A REALLY CHILL DAY.. D0NT HAVE MUCH T0 SAY BESIDES I H0PE EVERY0NE ELSE DID T00.. 0KAY G0TTA G0 T0 SLEEP BECAUSE I HAVE W0RK IN THE M0RNING.. G00D NITE!!

ALWAYS,
JASMiNE

John's Incredible Pizza

So today was my nephew Jordan's birthday so we went to John's incredible Pizza.. we had so much fun.. We won 3300 Tickets and we had so much fun.. it was a great birthday party!! I havent been out with my cousins in i dont know how long and it was a great way to be without my man this christmas. Now were gonna get on for the night and then tomorrow were going to watch a great movie!! okay well basically thats about it that were going to do tonight.. My birthday is tomorrow and i'm going to be 22! yay!! well scratch that.. were not going to drink tanite.. were going to go to the movies!! yay!!

Frm My H0NEy

A GOOD WOMAN IS HARD TO FIND
A TIME WORN PHRASE TO BE TRUE
THATS WHY I FEEL SO FORTUNATE
THE WOMAN I FOUND WAS YOU
FOR YOU HAVE ALL THE QUALITIES
THAT SET A WOMAN APART
QUALITIES THAT IVE ADMIRED
SINCE I GAVE YOU MY HEART
HONESTY, KINDNESS, AND GENEROUSITY
THATS WHY YOU GO BEYOND MY WORDS
TO SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR ME
THE DAYS YOU MAKE ME GRATEFUL
WITH YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND LAUGHTER
THE NIGHS YOU MAKE ME SURE
I'VE FOUND MY HAPPY EVER AFTER
I MUST HAVE MADE A WISH ON NIGHT
ON HEAVENS LUCKIEST STAR
TO FIND THE PERFECT WOMAN FOR ME
BECAUSE THATS WHAT YOU ARE..


I L0VE HIM..

FiNALS & PLANS 4 NEXT YEAR..

S0 THIS WH0LE SEMESTER AND WRITING FIVE PAPERS ABSOLUTELY SUCKS. I GOT 3 DOWN JUST THE TWO BIG ONES LEFT.. IM GOING TO DIE I AM SO FREAKIN TIRED.. I MISS MY H0NEY S0 MUCH RIGHT N0W.. IN A WAY ITS G00D WERE N0T T0GETHER RIGHT N0W BECAUSE THAT W0ULD BE A BIG DISTRACTI0N BUT THEN AGAIN WH0SE G0NNA TAKE ME 0UT T0 CELEBRATE FINALS BEING 0VER THIS SEMESTER?! UGH.. WELL THATS ALL I HAVE 2 SAY AB0UT FINALS..

0KAY F0R NEXT YEAR.. I D0NT REALLY MAKE NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS ARE A BUNCH OF FREAKIN LIES PEOPLE TELL THERE SELVES.. BUT I WILL SAY WHAT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO..

FIRST.. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING MY NEW LIL NIECE/NEPHEW.. I DONT KNOW WHEN HE/SHE WILL ARRIVE BUT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT.. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO GIVE HIM/HER THE BEST LIFE THAT I CAN PROVIDE GIVEN THE CIRCUMSTANCES..

SECOND.. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MY LOVES HOMECOMING.. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT.. IM SCARED AND NERVOUS.. BUT ALSO EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME..

THIRD.. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO COMPLETING ANOTHER YEAR OF SCHOOL.. WHICH WILL BRING ME CLOSER TO WALKING ACROSS THAT STAGE AND COMPLETING MY BACHELORS DEGREE...

FOURTH I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MOVING.. THIS YEAR WAS A MESS.. UNSTABILITY.. MOVING MOVING MOVING.. THATS ALL WE DID THIS YEAR... NEVER FELT STABLE.. SO I AM REALLY EXCITED TO BE ON MY OWN.. NOT NO ROOMATES.. NOT NOBODY.. ME, MYSELF, AND I.

AND UMMM... I THINK THATS ABOUT IT FOR NOW.. IM ABOUT TO HEAD TO MY HOUSE AND GET READY 4 WORK.. CANT WAIT TILL THIS WEEK IS OVER SO I CAN FINALLY SLEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

At NiGHT

I lie awake and think..
I think about you...
I wonder if you're okay...

At night I wish you were here...
To stop the tossing and turning....
To stop the nightmares....
To wipe away the tears...

At night I start to think...
How our actions cause consequences...
How our decisions shape our Future...
How love brings us together...

At night I cry...
Because I can't talk to u when I'm feeling down
Because I can't wake up to your beautiful face
Because my heart is not beating

At night I sleep...
Because each night that passes brings us closer together

At night we meet....
In every dream

At night I forget about all of the stresses of the day and remember that when night passes it brings us a little Closer...

....a little closer to meeting you...

At night

TH0UGHTS

I D0NT KN0W WHY FEMALES HATE ME... H0NESTLY MY LIFE IS A MESS.. 0KAY S0 I G0T A CAR.. G0T A J0B.. G0 2 SCH00L.. SUREEE.. BUT T0 ME.. THATS JUST THE BARE MINIMUM.. ITS LIKE MINIMUM WAGE.. YEAH IMMA GET AN APARTMENT IN JANUARY.. BUT ITS STILL MINIMUM TO ME.. YES I HAVE THE MAN 0F MY DREAMS.. BUT L00K WHAT I G0TTA G0 THR0UGH T0 KEEP HIM... I G0TTA G0 AB0VE AND BEY0ND.. I G0TTA BE 10 STEPS AHEAD 0F Y0U SIMPLE BITCHES.. I G0TTA BE WAYYYYYYYYY BETTER THAN THE LAST.. I D0NT UNDERSTAND THE WH0LE.. 0H.. ILL JUST HAVE MY FRIEND ADD Y0U S0 I CAN SEE WHATS 0N Y0UR PAGE.. WDF!?!?!?! ADD ME Y0URSELF!! IF Y0UR THAT N0SEY AND Y0U JUST G0TTA SEE... IM N0T G0NNA DENY Y0U THAT.. I MEAN H0NESTLY.. THERE AINT N0THIN 0N MY PAGE W0RTH BEING A SECRET DETECTIVE AB0UT.. Y0U WANNA C MY PICTURES... I D0NT PUT N0 PICS 0F ME AND MICHAEL T0GETHER.. I D0NT PUT N0 PICTURES 0F MICHAEL THAT HE D0NT HAVE 0N HIS PAGE... S0 WHAT ARE Y0U SAYIN?! THAT Y0UR BASICALLY WASTIN MY TIME AND Y0URS.. UGH.. I REALLY THINK THAT N0 0NE IS 0N THE SAME LEVEL AS ME.. H0NESTLY.. IM MATURE EN0UGH T0 THINK LIKE THAT BECAUSE I AM EDUCATED.. M0ST 0F Y0U H0ES PLAYIN THESE GAMES AINT SHIT.. MAYBE IF Y0U WAS W0RKIN AND G0IN 2 SCH00L Y0U W0ULDNT HAVE TIME T0 W0RRY AB0UT ME.. AND F0R FAMILY MEMBERS STILL 0N THIS GAME SHIT.. ST0P IT.. BY N0W WE ALL KN0W THAT N0 MATTER WHAT Y0U D0.. IM N0T G0ING ANYWHERE.. WE ALL KN0W THAT IF I WAS.. HE W0ULDNT BE SENDIN HIS THINGS H0ME T0 ME.. THE ENEMY.. WDF.. BUT YEP.. BASICALLY THATS IT.. THAT I G0TTA SAY RIGHT N0W..