BiTTER H0ES

D0NT GET MAD.. GET GLAD.. DAMN PLEASE.. LEAVE ME THE HELL AL0NE.. WHy HATE?! CUZ iD NEVER HATE.. H0NESTLy.. iF i KNEW i WAS A SiDELiNE H0E.. ID PLAy My P0SiTi0N 0N THE SiDE.. NEVER HATiN.. JUST STAy 0N THE SiDE.. DAMN.. iS iT THAT HARD?! iVE NEVER BEEN 0N THE SiDE S0 i REALLy D0NT KN0W.. BUT WHAT i D0 kN0W iS THAT iM WiFEy.. DAMN THE NiGGA iS iN JAiL.. S00 ALL U LiTTLE BOPULARS AiNT G0T SHiT ELSE 2 D0 BUT C0ME CHECK 0UT My PAGE.. AND THEN TELL Y0UR LiES... UGH.. UR RiDiCUL0US.. IVE HEARD EVERYTHiNG..

WHEN i ViSiT MiCHAEL i CALL THiS H0E UP && TELL HER EVERyTHiNG WE TALK AB0UT.. LOL THATS FUNNy.. i D0NT EVEN TELL My FRENS WHAT WE TALK AB0UT S0 WHy WUD i TELL A H0E?!

I WENT WITH HiS M0MMA 2 G0 ViSiT HiM.. HiS PARENTS L0VE ME.. HAHA FiRST H0E.. THE DAY Y0U G0 2 VISIT ISSSSSS... A LIE BITCH.. HAHAHA.. ND SEC0ND.. HIS M0MMA D0NT EVEN KN0W U.. U THINK JUST CUZ U SAY HI IM MICHAELS GIRL THEY BELIEVE Y0U HAHAHA.. GET IN LINE..

WHAT ELSE HAVE I HEARD.. 0H THE CLASSIC.. IM PREGNANT BY HIM.... WELL H0E.. WHERE THE PAPERS.. CUZ I KN0W WHEN Y0UR PREGNANT THEY GIVE Y0U A PAPER SAYIN Y0U ARE.. S0O WHERE ARE THE PAPERS?? WHAT.. U G0T AN AB0RTI0N.. S0O THEY DIDNT GIVE U THE PAPER.. WELL WHERE THE AB0RTI0N PAPERS?! CUZ Y0U SHUD HAVE S0ME 0F THEM 2.. 0H Y0UR SPEECHLESS.. GET THE FUCK 0UTTA HERE BITCH..

HES C0MIN H0ME 2 ME... HAHAH.. WELL SEE..
BASICALLY IM WRITING THIS TO SAY.. HATIN IS N0T CUTE.. ITS N0T G0NNA SC0RE Y0U ANY BR0WNIE P0INTS.. ITS N0T G0NNA GET Y0U N0 WHERE.. D0 Y0U THINK MICHAEL.. MATTER 0F FACT.. ANY MAN WANTS A GIRL WHO HAS TO LIE AND HATE ON THE NEXT T0 GET THE MAN.. D0 U WATCH REALITY TV?! THE SNITCH NEVER WINS.. SHE GETS FAR BUT SHE NEVER WINS.. KEEP THAT IN MIND WHILE Y0UR HATIN..
T0 EVERY0NE ELSE BEHIND US.. I L0VE Y0U THANKS AND WHEN WE PLAN THE BIG WEDDING Y0UR ALL INVITED.. =D

0H H0W PR0UD HE W0ULD BE 0F ME..

BABy BABy BABy..
i G0T MY FiRST CHECK + iN CHDV 135 (CR0SS CULTURAL DEVEL0PMENT)
&& AN A 0n My FiRST EXAM iN CHDV 131 (LANG DEVEL0PMENT)
iM PASSiN ALL My CLASSES MAKiN Y0U PR0UD AND iM G0iNG 2 C0NTiNUE 2 D0 WELL 2 MAKE y0U PR0UD.. Y0UR WiFEy iS SMART AS HELL.. LOL i L0VES Y0U

sooo gone

Empty inside. Time goin soo slow

L0ve SiCK..

iM L0ve SiCK.. UGH.. LOL. i MiSS My b0o.. 170 s0methin days left.. well maybe 160 s0mething.. idk ab0ut 5 m0nths.. i cant wait either.. until then im g0ing 2 stay f0cused 0n my studies and w0rry ab0ut me.. s0rry.. and 2 any0ne tryna persue me.. ur walking int0 a wall.. because im n0t havin it.. im g0od.. s0rry.. but anyways.. his hair looks great.. them dreads is gettin l0nger.. nd hes gettin bigger because hes been w0rking 0ut... 0h and i just cant wait t0 kiss them lips.. i cant wait!! ugh.. but i still have some time.. s0me time 2 get myself t0gether.. i have 2 be l00kin right when p0ppa c0mes h0me.. f0r realz.. but anyways.. im tired.. just hadda put s0me th0ughts d0wn..

L0ve SiCK..

iM L0ve SiCK.. UGH.. LOL. i MiSS My b0o.. 170 s0methin days left.. well maybe 160 s0mething.. idk ab0ut 5 m0nths.. i cant wait either.. until then im g0ing 2 stay f0cused 0n my studies and w0rry ab0ut me.. s0rry.. and 2 any0ne tryna persue me.. ur walking int0 a wall.. because im n0t havin it.. im g0od.. s0rry.. but anyways.. his hair looks great.. them dreads is gettin l0nger.. nd hes gettin bigger because hes been w0rking 0ut... 0h and i just cant wait t0 kiss them lips.. i cant wait!! ugh.. but i still have some time.. s0me time 2 get myself t0gether.. i have 2 be l00kin right when p0ppa c0mes h0me.. f0r realz.. but anyways.. im tired.. just hadda put s0me th0ughts d0wn..

JUST S0ME TH0UGHTS

HMMMMM.. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE D0NT GET IT.. MY NAME IS JASMINE AND I GET WHAT I WANT.. IM VERY SP0ILED.. M0RE THAN Y0U WILL EVER KN0W.. AND Y0U ARE JUST A SIMPLE ASS PERS0N ALWAYS WANTIN 2 KN0W WHATS IN MY LIFE.. RIGHT N0W THERE ARE F0UR L0VELY LADIES 0UT THERE WH0 HAVE N0THING BETTER T0 D0 THAN L0G 0N T0 THEIR MYSPACE AND CHECK MY STATUS AND WHATS NEW IN MY LIFE.. WHY WHAT IS THE P0INT IF Y0U D0NT EVEN LIKE ME?! WHY ARE Y0U S0 0BSESSED WITH ME?! UGH.. F0R THAT REAS0N.. I WRITE THIS BL0G F0R Y0U.. F0R Y0U T0 HAVE S0METHING T0 TALK AB0UT.. EVERYONE WILL BE TALKING ONCE I FINISH THIS ONE.. EVEN YOUR MOMMA.. LOL

LETS SET SOME THINGS STRAIGHT.. EVERYONE HAS TO LEARN FOR THEMSELVES.. && IF IM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION BY DECIDING TO STILL TALK 2 MICHAEL AND HES MAKING THE WRONG DECISION BY DECIDING TO STILL TALK 2 ME.. I THINK FRIENDS AND FAMILIES SHOULD JUST LET US FIND OUT FOR OURSELVES... HONESTLY YOU DONT HAVE TO ACCEPT IT.. BUT YOU WILL HAVE 2 RESPECT IT.. BECAUSE WE G0TTA MAKE THE DECISI0NS F0R US.. N0T ANY0NE ELSE.. EVERY0NE WH0 TH0UGHT HE WAS G0NNA GET RID 0F ME.. HE AINT.. S0O S0RRY.. Y0U CAN BE MAD AND Y0U CAN V0ICE Y0UR 0PINI0N.. BUT ULTIMATELY THE DECISI0N WAS HIS.. I HAD PARENTS.. SIBLINGS.. HELLA PEOPLE TELL ME 2 LEAVE HIM AL0NE.. AND I ULTIMATELY DID.. I LEFT HIM ALONE F0R 3 M0NTHS.. BEING THE HARDEST 3 M0NTHS 0F MY LIFE.. 0N THE 0UTSIDE I SEEMED HAPPY.. ALWAYS G0IN 2 THE BAY CHILLEN ALWAYS 0UT.. BUT INSIDE I WAS MISERABLE.. EVERY0NE I WAS AR0UND IRRITATED ME AND I BECAME DISGUSTED WID THE ACT I PUT 0N.. WHEN I CAME BACK ND WENT 2 VISIT HIM.. B0Y.. IF Y0U C0ULD HAVE SEEN HIS FACE.. I NEVER SEEN THE SUN SHINE S0O BRIGHTER.. I WAS HAPPY 2 SEE HIM AND HE WAS BEY0ND HAPPY 2 SEE ME. WE TALKED AB0UT EVERYTHING.. FR0M HIS CASE.. TO 0UR RELATIONSHIP.. 2 WHAT 0THERS THINK.. AND HE SAID THAT HE DIDNT CARE WHAT ANY0NE ELSE TH0UGHT.. HE WASNT MAD.. HE JUST WANTED HIS WIFE BY HIS SIDE.. AT FIRST I TH0UGHT AB0UT EVERY0NE ELSE.. H0W W0ULD THEY FEEL.. THEY W0ULD BE MAD AT B0TH 0F US.. BUT THEN I TH0UGHT.. MAKING EVERY0NE ELSE HAPPY IS MAKING THE B0TH 0F US ABS0LUTELY MISERABLE.. S0O I DECIDED THAT IMMA RIDE F0R MY MAN.. I D0NT KN0W H0W Y0U GUYS FEEL AB0UT THE WH0LE SITUATI0N.. BUT ID RATHER IF Y0U KEPT Y0UR NEGATIVE C0MMENTS T0 Y0URSELF.. AND IF Y0UR G0NNA BE SUPP0RTIVE 0F 0UR DECISI0N THAN BE THERE.... THERE IS S0O MUCH M0RE T0 0UR RELATIONSHIP THAT N0 0NE KN0WS AB0UT.. S0O MUCH M0RE.. AND IDK I JUST TH0UGHT I HAD 2 SAY THAT.. MAKES ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER...

IM S0RRY TO ANY0NE WH0SE FEELINGS HAVE G0TTEN HURT.. BECAUSE 0F ME 0R MICHAEL.. BUT IN THE END.. ITS WHAT WE WANT N0T WHAT Y0U WANT..

ALRIGHT.. TIME 2 END THIS BL0G G00DNITE =D

B00 B00

i L0ve Y0U!!

RACiSM

iT STiLL EXiSTS.. && iM BEiNG TESTED EVERyDAy i WALK iNT0 THAT BUiLDiNG.. PE0PLE WH0 ARE RACIST ARE PLAIN IGN0RANT T0 ME.. Y0U CAN HAVE BL0NDE HAIR AND BLUE EYES BUT THAT D0ESNT MEAN THAT Y0U ARE SUPERI0R T0 ANY0NE 0F C0L0R.. THE LAST TIME I CHECKED WHITE WAS THE MIN0RITY AND C0L0R WAS THE MAJ0RITY BECAUSE EVERYTIME U MIX ANY RACE WITH WHITE Y0U GET C0L0R!! I JUST D0NT UNDERSTAND IT.. IM GLAD THAT I G0T A CHANCE IN MY LIFE T0 EXPERIENCE DIFFERENT ENVIR0NMENTS.. FR0M THE BAY AREA ENVI0RNMENT.. T0 ELK GR0VE.. T0 S0UTH SAC.. 2 THE PHILIPPINES.. BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE EVEN TH0UGH I HAVENT SEEN MUCH IN MY SH0RT LIFE IM N0T SHELTERED.. I KN0W AND I AM AWARE THAT PE0PLE FR0M 0THER CULTURES ARE DIFFERENT BUT THEY ARE N0T INFERI0R.. N0 0NE IS SUPERI0R T0 ANY0NE IN G0DS EYES... WERE ALL HIS PE0PLE AND HE D0ESNT JUDGE.. S0 WHY SH0ULD Y0U.. WHEN I WAS Y0UNGER... THE THINGS THIS GIRL SAYS W0ULD M0ST DEFINATELY GET HER ASS WH00PED.. BUT N0W IM 0LDER AND M0RE MATURE AND I KN0W THAT HER W0RDS ARE PURE IGN0RANCE AND BY ACTIN CRAZY IS JUST GIVING HER P0WER... S00 BASICALLY.. IF Y0UR READING THIS.. THINK AB0UT WHAT Y0U SAY T0 0THERS BEF0RE Y0U SAY IT... ESPECIALLY WHEN IT HAS S0METHING 2 D0 AB0UT RACE.. THANKS..